Whatever and ever

Sunshine, Rainbow, Butterflies. Melbournes been so dark cold and gloomy these past few days.

Finally, the sun has come out.

B-e-a-u-tiful Thursday afternoon. I suddenly don't feel like dying anymore. The sun is smiling down at me, the clouds are moving along, the trees are waving and the birds are minding their own business, today is my best friend.
I'm just glad tt the weekend-mid-sem break is here. Finally a breather, got to catch up on human physiology cos i got loss at skeletal muscle which was like in week 4 and we're already in week 6 doing smooth muscle. I think i crapped up my Biochem mid-sem exam. Biological functions. I know biological functions, studied it at foundation and read them just the day before. But during the exam, my mind just went blank. It was actually blank, if you put it in the spectrophotometer, it would read, 0.000, blank. And Principles of Nutrition, completely gone to the dogs. So gonna burn. How can 3 bloody subjects be so damn tough to tackle. Not to mention the 3 essays i have to complete. Urgh. Need to befriend my notes (no matter how many paper cuts i get, even if my hair falls out and i look like my nutrition lecturer, i will press on. Amen.)

I can't believe it, I'm sick again! I feel like since i got back i've just been falling in and out of a cold. Was supposed to gym last night. But the gym was so crowded and I could barely walk from the pain in my tummy. hah. Obviously i knew the gym was crowded cos i walked there. Tried to do weights, couldn't lift or pull anything. Lahiru said we should leave cos the gym smelled bad. lol. I thought tt was quite funny cos, its a gym. ppl sweat in the gym, some ppl just stink up the place with their odour more than others by doing stuff like armpit air-ing exercises, lateral raises. haha. We left and Lahiru was nice enough to offer to walk me home for fear tt i might drop dead and get eaten by ducks and my body will never be found. haha. While walking home, we were talking about mr muscles and how he'd like to interview the man. Mr Muscles is a very grumpy (prob pumped on steriods) macho man. The cross section of his muscle is at full potential and is quite easy on the eyes. When he pumps iron even men stop to oggle at his ceps. I was describing to Lahiru how i find it very difficult to work out around him cos 1.) He looks so angry all the time (I feel like i'm walking on eggshells everytime i'm around him, cos well, I dn wanna die, the man presses weigthts at the maximum of every machine and free weights...) 2.) He likes to throw his weights around when he is done with them and sometimes its startles me in a, "Hark! Who goes there!?" kinda way. lol. And all that happens nightly at 6.

Got home took a bath. Hit the sack. Mom comes in to see if or not i'm actually sleeping. So i take the opportunity to say:

Me: Mummy, i've got a headache, like pounding headache. Its not helping tt my cough is coming back and my tummy hurts (its not an i want to pang xai pain, its just painful throughout the entire axon of my abdomen, maybe like labour pain? haha.). Its painful when i pressdown and its even more painful when i release the pressure. I constantly feel cold, so i hunch my back and now, i've got a major backache. And my left ring finger and pinky hurts. how?

Mom: Stop gyming. I put oo ee on your tummy for you want?

Me: Lying sickly on the bed. mmm.. oh-teh. (she only wanna rub my tummy to check if or not my naval piercing is there. hehee. she's no cunning)

Woke up at 6 this morning cos i go to the gym in the morn except on weds. Felt better. But as i was making my way there my tummy knoted and i started breaking out in cold sweat. Got there anyway, it was better than yesterday but i found tt i couldn't lift the 10kg barbell for bicep curls. damn sad wei. I need a new gym programme. Still thinking on who i want as my trainner. Dum di dum dum...