An eventful morning

The plan: Wake up at 6 and head to the gym.


What happened: Woke up at 6, stuck one foot out of the blanket. Shivered. Brought foot back into blanket and close toward body. Switched off snooze alarm and went back to bed





The plan: Was then supposed to wake up at 730. Get dressed have breakfast, play with Cas (abit) then head to school.
What happened: Woke up at 815! Bathed like Curry in a hurry, wolfed down a Banana and shot out of the house like a speed of light for my 9am class.
In the midst of all tt hurrying, it looked like war of the worlds had once again dawned upon us. Now, this is my idea of War of the worlds

No. No its not an actual alien invasion. Take me in your flying saucer, remove my brains and put my back to earth so i may sing "Rasa sayang". okay, In lame man terms its known as a thunderstorm. Because, I was feeling all "1oo-good-deeds-for-andy-macdought-" I decided to stop by the sports center to pass Eandzy an umbrella (incase it rained) cos 1) she's not feeling well and has been having headaches, since i don't know when (exactly). 2) Because of 1) she's defeniately susceptible to a cold. 3) Exams are coming and events 1) and 2) should be best avoided at all cost.

Got to the sports center at 9.

me: Hey~ Sorry to bother, is Andrea in? Andrea, my sister?

Alex and Ben look at each other

Ben says, "Nah I didn't see her come in"

Alex: "yeah, Me too"

Me: ?? mm.. mind if i popped in to check? So i "popped in" and she wasn't there; figured she might be changing so i checked the toilet, she wasn't in there too... Popped back out, (said goodbye) and decided i'd just head to class. But then, Spot on! Found her walking on the bridge near simpson lawn and started running after her like a mad monkey high on sugar with a loose nappy. It was pointless shouting her name cos she had clouds (earphones) in her ears. Finally caught up with her at the SS building.

Andrea: Hey~ its you, i thought a duck was chasing me...

A duck? She thought i was a duck. lol. Luckily she didn't start running, if not i was so gonna throw my slipper at her and because i know i'm such a lousy aim, i'll most prob end up slipperless or worse, step in duck poop while walking to retrieve my slippers.

Reached class bout 910 and man! was i sweating... I was sweating so much I could feel the sweat trickling down my back and my pull-over sticking to me. It was so painfully uncomfortable.

The lecture ended and i headed home for my usual 2hr monday break. Had my yumo yogurt with ricotta cheese, berries and cornflakes. Decided tt i'd research a little on Swine flu so i might add it to my antibody-antigen poster. But the words started to get all fuzzy and i was going cross-eyed, so i decided to take my mind off work for a second and read fairytales from the brothers grimm. Ended up falling asleep and missing my Nutrition lecture (again, bet i didn't miss much, maybe just his face n his mouth opening and closing like a venous flytrap). Woke up to Cas, making romantic sleep sounds in my ear. Headed back to school for another lecture, met up with Andrea and we skipped hand in hand home, tra-la-la-ing...

Okay, now i'm completely exhausted.

But there is more work to be done...

Urrgh...
Why does my Occupation have to say: STUDENT. A STUDents job is to STUDy. So STUpid... After all this studying i had better be earning lots of money, so i can pay for my eyesight, brain, sore fingers and butt for sitting, researching, thinking and typing all day....

Till next time

I don't know why i've got a phone. Its under used cos it never goes on field trips with me, even when its out, it just sits in my bag all day long. I rechage it every month cos thats how turbo charge works, i don't send messages cos its damn cold and i hate my fingers feeling all cold and numb.



I've got this new super craze for apple turn over with freshcream from Northland. Its just divine. Its like apple pie but with cream. So delightful. -okay, no pictures cos i don't want you'll to lau nua, mess up your key boards and die of electrocution. haha.


Went to Northland with my parents this afternoon, went baby clothes hunting. It was kinda odd, cos normally I'd never step into a baby apparatus section. Infact my parents have never made me walk through the baby dpt. okay, moving on, the Ps were deciding between a lime green and a navy blue jumper for the kid. They bought the nice navy blue jumper in the end cos dada felt the lime-green would look super err.. hippie on the kid. Oh! Momma bought full length leggings for herself, she wants to wear em with her skirts and dresses. hah. Can't thow in anything smart there cos i use tights under my pants/jeans. lol. now, who's weirder? hah

Got dark Brown hair now.... =)

So close..

I know you can't see it but i'm actually grinning from ear to ear. Eandz bought me The Brothers Grimm and Han Christain Andersons complete fairytales. So sweet... Can't wait to feast my eyes on the words and devour the books. I've also just finished watching Season 4 of Supernatural, now all i can do is speculate bout season 5 and watch season 1,2,3and4 over and over and over again...

Went for a talk and as much as the man was talking to himself, from the parts tt i managed to starin my ears and absorb it was it kinda made sense tt we might have originated from the sea, hence we have this tendency to consume NaCl, to make up for its depletion in our systems and ensure complete function of our nervous system. Influx of Na+ into the cell causes depolarization and K+ out of causes repolarizartion, the whole action potential sequence. How did we start of with having and needing Na+, in the first place.
I also learnt tt Olive oil, contains oleocanthal that is responsible for the slightly peppery "bite" you feel in your throat when olive oil is consumed. Apparently, 3 tablespoons of oilve oil a day have the same effect as 1/10 of the adult ibuprofen (which is something like aspirin).
And there was more stuff bout Caffine, Salt, Sugar and sensitive, normal and unsensitive people. Like eg. how much can you decrease the level of sugar in it before ppl start to feel the difference. Also about how caffine perks you up and when you don't have it you're all restless and unsettled till you're hit with another dose of caffine.
and i'd bet you'll already knew that...

Okay, moving on...

I found this hanging in the Mac Lab. This is a Heart and the long stuff you see tt look like noodles are heart worms and this is very common in Dogs.
Dear all, if you belive tt your beloved pet has this, please get your doggies checked and treated. Immediately!

Man. this picture makes my chest feel all funny...

Thinking twice?

Dum di dum dum...

My first weekend free after, weeks of never-ending tests-and essays. Urrgh.. short-lived gonna have to start up again, got a presentation, 2 essays and 2more tests (coming soon).
Cliffnotes:
-Hormones haven't caught up with feelings.
-Eandz and i realised we cannot be attached at the same time.
-Got followed by another dodgey man (and this time i wasn't smiling or anything), this dumbass thought singapore was in China and Malaysia was in Indonesia... How thick can you get? *Bus 789....
-Got a new name! and its... Belinda. Nah, its not self-thought-self-given this time. He's this dude that always helps me carry down the 20k weights from the barbell cos i think he thinks i can't handle it. Well, lots of help and soon you'll have to exchange names right? so told the guy my name. He must be having an early onset of Alzeimers cos he started calling me belinda 2days later, eventhough he repeated, Ki-mm-ber-ly...oh well..
-Watched Angels and Demons last friday! I'm so contented.
-Bought more black Jewels books
-Finished reading Alice adventures in Wonderland.
-Found the Brothers Grimm, complete fairytales (in hard cover), i want!
-Finished the birthday card. Just need to write in it now. muse, some inspiration please
-35kg for bar bell squats! 25kg for deadlifts. Woohoo... 4kg for my rotated cuff exercise, my lightest so far, cos its my latest addition for the clicking. Ooh, clicking why won't you go away
-Found new love for Thursday afternoons, body sculpt class. <3>
-oh! hah. This is gross but, Casper peed on my lab coat. I think it was an accident. See he likes to sleep in my bag these days and i norm leave my lab coat there cos tts the bag i usually take out on wed. hah. so packed up went to school, Lab time, took it out. Found special gift... So I had to wash it. (Borrowed lab coat, didn't put it on of course, yuck!) The week after, my berry-yogurt lunch spilled all over and guess who saved my books! Bingo! the lap coat! you'd think "oh yeah! cool, saved!" But no! My lap coat soaked up all the berry juice at my butt part. It looked like I forgot to wear sanitary napkin! Urrgh.... God must really hate me, i had to walk around for 3hours like tt, in the lab... damn it!
-Heart worms look like Noodles... okay, nuff said. Officiallly grossed out...
-I think I'm...
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Have to stop thinking bout it, maybe it'll go away.

Blue

Curious Heartache...

Run of bad luck

Been so busy of late. Essays due, human phisiology (muscle contraction) and biochem (report on an experiment i carried out based on effect of pH on enzyme activity). Thumb drive mucked up, lost all my work 2days before the human physiology one was due, had to retype the whole thing including the biochem report. 3 days before the biochem report was due i lost all the work again this time my thum drive completely K.O.ed on me. Sat alone in middle of the night till the wee hours of the morning crying and retyping. So sick of computers, so sick of essays. And cos i've spent so many nights up doing work my immune system has hit rock bottom too. So yeah, i'm sick of being sick too.

Bout 2 weeks ago, while coming back from renting dvds at Bundoora square, i bumped the car infront. So the car had to go in for servicing. Apparently the damaged i chocked up on the dudes car with my hardy sportivo came up to 3thousand bucks. And unlike what you might be thinking, No, i wasn't speeding we'd just cleared a traffic light i'd just begun accelerating i was at least 1 n 1/2 car lengths behind when the dude infront jammed his breaks, so i jammed mine too but, i think cos the ground was wet and the tires were old n hard, so they didn't grip the road properly, the break made a "Gerk-gerk-gerk" kinda sound (look at me make excuses for myself) and the nxt moment, Bang. Since that night, everynight before i close my eyes i think about the last 5seconds before i hit the car and i think about what i could have done to prevent it and the only solid solution seems to point to me not driving. But tts not really an option, got to get back in the car someday. Well, with a dad like mine, already did anyway.

Just yesterday, i got stopped by this dude in a Hilux, well, he wasn't really a young hot dude, he looked like one of those older pornstar men. haha. I don't know how else to describe how he looked. So i'm walking home along cash street in one of my gay ole' moods cos i just finished my human physiology and biochem test. I don't use Dune anymore cos i met 2 cats and they always thats where we meet for some afternoon lovin. lol.
Okay, back to dodgy man in hilux.
He pulls up his car and asks me if i knew if or not there were any super markets near by.
Answered: Yeah, just go straight, cross road turn left, at the next cross road turn right.
Then he went on to say, "you pretty yeah. I follow you, from main street, thought maybe if i luckee you give me name, number n have dinner with me tonight."
Thoughts running through my mind: 1) Oh no, you see laa you so happy, all the dodgy ppl come out to play, sulk more. 2) Why didn't i go to the psych lab with andrea. Damn it! 3) Err.. what to say uh....
So i gave my sweetest smile and said: " My name is Brooke and, you are? (and right now i can't remember his name) so anyway he gave me his name and asked for my number and i said, "I'm just here visiting my grandma,(so little red riding hood right? haha, i always use this dumb line on nosey taxi drivers in sg) gonna go home in 2 weeks, don't have a cell phone" So he gives me his calling card and asks if or not we can have dinner and i said no, got plans for tonight already. He was super persistant then what about later, in the night? .... (obviously not....) Then he kept asking me to get in his car cos he wanted to give me a lift to "grannies place", even opened the door for me. * damn scared wei, cash street is f*ing quiet and cars seldom come by let alone people. The best line i came up with was, "its a beautiful day, i'd like to walk, thanks.... "-o- luckily, he drove off..
oh! hahaha.. He also asked me from where i come from and i said, Laos. and he asked, "where that was? (and at tt point in time, my mind went blank)." So i said its an island inbetween madagascar and philipines... then the best part was him saying, "oh! ya ya! I heard of tt place, very beautiful...."
hahhahahahha... Idiot....

Mae and Robin just had a son, his name is Jacob James Lee Ming Liang. lol. you should have seen the look on andrea and my face when mom told us they named the kid, Jacob-James. lol. Jacob from the bible, i get (they're a very pious family), but where does james come from? lol. I don't like kids but just to be nice and supportive, might go see them tmr or something. hah. I look forward to the 1 month party, food, glorious, food!

Bought alot of new books to read for the winter. Nothing better than, Hot coca, a warm blanket and a good book to pass the day.

Of late, i've been thinking bout a particular someone a little more than i should. Maybe, its cos his birthday's coming up or perhaps i feel like we should still be talking cos of what i felt when we first met and tt was me wanting to have him in my life and maybe, i still do (not as anything special, just his mere presence)... Whoever said tt the things we want most in life, we never seem to get. Feels quite true at this point in time.
First things first, gotta get through the pride threshold.
Perhaps i'd say, oportunities are rare cos you're there and i'm here and i realsed i must be vigilant. I see enchantment in the world when i'm with you and even if it was a brief period of time, i've never felt more alive than being with you. If being with you for that short period of time could make me feel that way, i can only imagine how my life with you in it everday would be like. But in the end, Summer days are all tt you are cos you aren't here right now and i'll never tell you these things...


I think my life is pretty colourful this way.


This is random, but, I miss my red hair...