Been so busy of late. Essays due, human phisiology (muscle contraction) and biochem (report on an experiment i carried out based on effect of pH on enzyme activity). Thumb drive mucked up, lost all my work 2days before the human physiology one was due, had to retype the whole thing including the biochem report. 3 days before the biochem report was due i lost all the work again this time my thum drive completely K.O.ed on me. Sat alone in middle of the night till the wee hours of the morning crying and retyping. So sick of computers, so sick of essays. And cos i've spent so many nights up doing work my immune system has hit rock bottom too. So yeah, i'm sick of being sick too.
Bout 2 weeks ago, while coming back from renting dvds at Bundoora square, i bumped the car infront. So the car had to go in for servicing. Apparently the damaged i chocked up on the dudes car with my hardy sportivo came up to 3thousand bucks. And unlike what you might be thinking, No, i wasn't speeding we'd just cleared a traffic light i'd just begun accelerating i was at least 1 n 1/2 car lengths behind when the dude infront jammed his breaks, so i jammed mine too but, i think cos the ground was wet and the tires were old n hard, so they didn't grip the road properly, the break made a "Gerk-gerk-gerk" kinda sound (look at me make excuses for myself) and the nxt moment, Bang. Since that night, everynight before i close my eyes i think about the last 5seconds before i hit the car and i think about what i could have done to prevent it and the only solid solution seems to point to me not driving. But tts not really an option, got to get back in the car someday. Well, with a dad like mine, already did anyway.
Just yesterday, i got stopped by this dude in a Hilux, well, he wasn't really a young hot dude, he looked like one of those older pornstar men. haha. I don't know how else to describe how he looked. So i'm walking home along cash street in one of my gay ole' moods cos i just finished my human physiology and biochem test. I don't use Dune anymore cos i met 2 cats and they always thats where we meet for some afternoon lovin. lol.
Okay, back to dodgy man in hilux.
He pulls up his car and asks me if i knew if or not there were any super markets near by.
Answered: Yeah, just go straight, cross road turn left, at the next cross road turn right.
Then he went on to say, "you pretty yeah. I follow you, from main street, thought maybe if i luckee you give me name, number n have dinner with me tonight."
Thoughts running through my mind: 1) Oh no, you see laa you so happy, all the dodgy ppl come out to play, sulk more. 2) Why didn't i go to the psych lab with andrea. Damn it! 3) Err.. what to say uh....
So i gave my sweetest smile and said: " My name is Brooke and, you are? (and right now i can't remember his name) so anyway he gave me his name and asked for my number and i said, "I'm just here visiting my grandma,(so little red riding hood right? haha, i always use this dumb line on nosey taxi drivers in sg) gonna go home in 2 weeks, don't have a cell phone" So he gives me his calling card and asks if or not we can have dinner and i said no, got plans for tonight already. He was super persistant then what about later, in the night? .... (obviously not....) Then he kept asking me to get in his car cos he wanted to give me a lift to "grannies place", even opened the door for me. * damn scared wei, cash street is f*ing quiet and cars seldom come by let alone people. The best line i came up with was, "its a beautiful day, i'd like to walk, thanks.... "-o- luckily, he drove off..
oh! hahaha.. He also asked me from where i come from and i said, Laos. and he asked, "where that was? (and at tt point in time, my mind went blank)." So i said its an island inbetween madagascar and philipines... then the best part was him saying, "oh! ya ya! I heard of tt place, very beautiful...."
hahhahahahha... Idiot....
Mae and Robin just had a son, his name is Jacob James Lee Ming Liang. lol. you should have seen the look on andrea and my face when mom told us they named the kid, Jacob-James. lol. Jacob from the bible, i get (they're a very pious family), but where does james come from? lol. I don't like kids but just to be nice and supportive, might go see them tmr or something. hah. I look forward to the 1 month party, food, glorious, food!
Bought alot of new books to read for the winter. Nothing better than, Hot coca, a warm blanket and a good book to pass the day.
Of late, i've been thinking bout a particular someone a little more than i should. Maybe, its cos his birthday's coming up or perhaps i feel like we should still be talking cos of what i felt when we first met and tt was me wanting to have him in my life and maybe, i still do (not as anything special, just his mere presence)... Whoever said tt the things we want most in life, we never seem to get. Feels quite true at this point in time.
First things first, gotta get through the pride threshold.
Perhaps i'd say, oportunities are rare cos you're there and i'm here and i realsed i must be vigilant. I see enchantment in the world when i'm with you and even if it was a brief period of time, i've never felt more alive than being with you. If being with you for that short period of time could make me feel that way, i can only imagine how my life with you in it everday would be like. But in the end, Summer days are all tt you are cos you aren't here right now and i'll never tell you these things...
I think my life is pretty colourful this way.
This is random, but, I miss my red hair...
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